...my heart hurts. i mean, my chest literally hurts. like my heart is telling me "don't do that again." but then i do "it" again. and my heart hurts again. and i always have hope that "it" won't hurt me. but somehow, my hope is obliterated. and then my heart hurts because my hope is obliterated and because i did "it." {and i'm afraid there are lots of "its" that make my heart hurt.} so i'm sitting here right now with my heart hurting. telling myself not to do "it" again. let's see how this goes.
{have i confused you yet?}
No comments:
Post a Comment